And the chains of Amistad couldn't hold us

Tell the world that they’ve finally got it alright. 

When everything came out, I thought as a fan, I’d be devastated. But I guess I underestimated myself. In fact it’s the opposite of devastation. It’s more of like, finally! Someone stood up. I am happy for them, I seriously do. I can tell she’s happy because she’s glowing. And you can’t be unhappy for someone who looks like that. Whose smile can ruin your fantasies about how he’s probably not right for her. We are proud of you, Sarah. (I feel I can’t call you OO anymore.)

First of all, that Guillermo thing with the Bbox-office King and Queen part.. nice!

But it also came to my attention that they’ve decided to make a fourth installment of my favorite story, ever. Now we get to see the what happens next in that picture. 😅 The timing is so wrong, it’s exhilarating. It’s almost perfect! I don’t know about you all but I find beauty in all of this. The things that are presently happening, and the  greater things to come. The third one was done but it felt incomplete. Now we can see them as a married couple, with hopefully lots of kisses onscreen and maybe a screaming Laida giving birth to twins! Yes, even just in that movie we would have a glimpse of what it would be like… what ifs.

For a fan, it’s more than enough.. it’s more than what we ever could’ve hoped for. 

But beyond all the misfortunes and goodness, love and hate, happy days and regret, the silliness and cringe, the laughter and tears, the screams and the magical silence. I still choose you both. You will forever make me wonder what it feels like to have someone care for you like their own, but not really. Like how it is to have someone with limited affection and renewable friendship. To have a spark like no other, but it was a spark that had been ignored. So the spark went on in finding a different ember. 

There’s a good reason why I stay loyal to these two souls who still make me smile every now and then. Yeah, I still haven’t figured out the reason myself.

I miss them. 😞

Having said all this, I just want to greet the man I will forever adore. Happy birthday John Lloyd Cruz. 💜🎂

Tell the world that they’ve finally got it alright.

When everything came out, I thought as a fan, I’d be devastated. But I guess I underestimated myself. In fact it’s the opposite of devastation. It’s more of like, finally! Someone stood up. I am happy for them, I seriously do. I can tell she’s happy because she’s glowing. And you can’t be unhappy for someone who looks like that. Whose smile can ruin your fantasies about how he’s probably not right for her. We are proud of you, Sarah. (I feel I can’t call you OO anymore.)

First of all, that Guillermo thing with the Bbox-office King and Queen part.. nice!

But it also came to my attention that they’ve decided to make a fourth installment of my favorite story, ever. Now we get to see the what happens next in that picture. 😅 The timing is so wrong, it’s exhilarating. It’s almost perfect! I don’t know about you all but I find beauty in all of this. The things that are presently happening, and the greater things to come. The third one was done but it felt incomplete. Now we can see them as a married couple, with hopefully lots of kisses onscreen and maybe a screaming Laida giving birth to twins! Yes, even just in that movie we would have a glimpse of what it would be like… what ifs.

For a fan, it’s more than enough.. it’s more than what we ever could’ve hoped for.

But beyond all the misfortunes and goodness, love and hate, happy days and regret, the silliness and cringe, the laughter and tears, the screams and the magical silence. I still choose you both. You will forever make me wonder what it feels like to have someone care for you like their own, but not really. Like how it is to have someone with limited affection and renewable friendship. To have a spark like no other, but it was a spark that had been ignored. So the spark went on in finding a different ember.

There’s a good reason why I stay loyal to these two souls who still make me smile every now and then. Yeah, I still haven’t figured out the reason myself.

I miss them. 😞

Having said all this, I just want to greet the man I will forever adore. Happy birthday John Lloyd Cruz. 💜🎂

AshLloyd: Oh no! Yes? Seriously? Wait, what now?

One post a month, that’s what I told myself in order to keep the fire burning, as little as it can be. 😌And ahhh, these days are quite something, eh? I just have to say something, but I won’t be giving up on them if you think this is a post about that. An hour in a month that I get to ponder on these two. Though I am quite still well aware of everything. Thank you oberder fabulous people. 😍

Anyhoo. Much has been said and done; Much was seen and celebrated. It’s everywhere, magbubulag bulagan pa ba ako. I know it’s supposed to hurt. (just seeing those photos sus ginoo ko) But much to my surprise, it doesn’t hurt anymore. I can look at those photos and not instantly delete them lol. And that’s not even a coping mechanism lol. I’m not sure if it’s because of my immunity to such things or the likes. Or probably just that feeling of getting used to. I’m telling you, I’m not disappointed - okay slightly lol, but that’s just the baldik in me. But don’t get me wrong, I feel okay about it - happy even. Does this mean I am finally at a place where the cycle is about to end and the end didn’t fit right but suited to be okay. I don’t know what to feel anymore. lol. 😁 I am just talking about two people by the way whom I haven’t met yet. I just like them the normal amount. lol They both look so happy, like nothing could go wrong. :p - with their respective pre-marital other halfs - I’m not even gonna compare how Tatang and ate B are when the other one is just a breath away in their okay days. Oops. (You can see I’m silently grinning with that little ‘pre’fix by the way lol) and from there, we could tell the the possibilities are infinite. 😊

Above was the predictable and conventional reality part. I just had to insert this - blog ko to eh. Walang personalan, because I don’t think their paths even crossed that night. It’s just that I’m dying to ask what was he even doing there. Oh yeah, about that, he was there to celebrate. Wait, what? Because it still doesn’t make any sense. He’s celebrating with him? Wait, really? -more questions up ahead. What do you think did he do when the night was over? Was he really okay with it? Did he even stay? Was he completely aware of her presence? I mean because it’s clearly hard not to see her. Flashing her big smile and all. And was she well aware too, that someone in the close distance was probably glancing at her. I mean the venue couldn’t be that big not to notice anyone pacing around in an hour or so. Not to mention the fact that they shared a 3 movies prior to that and a supposed friendship. A friendship with no tensions in between because after all, they are happy with other people. Kumusta ka ‘Tang? Go across the vow you wrote, start  from there. Weh. Bear with me on this one because I clearly miss stressing about them lol. But maybe that’s the thing, the things we don’t know make us who we are. We’re here for the looongest run. Loving them in ways we only know how. Ah nevermind me. And yeah, they’re forever my happy pill.☺️ And wouldn’t it be great if we actually have our fourth installment? Wouldn’t that be the craziest thing ever? I think that would make everyone happy and not at all perplexed.😁

Above all else, (insert picture above) I do know one thing, a heart doesn’t forget something like that, ever. It will remember and easily yearn for more in the softest of honest words and warmest of touch.😍

This entry is dated page 454 of forever (which is temporarily placed on hold)

Bed is calling. Gute nacht! - O

AshLloyd: Oh no! Yes? Seriously? Wait, what now?

One post a month, that’s what I told myself in order to keep the fire burning, as little as it can be. 😌And ahhh, these days are quite something, eh? I just have to say something, but I won’t be giving up on them if you think this is a post about that. An hour in a month that I get to ponder on these two. Though I am quite still well aware of everything. Thank you oberder fabulous people. 😍

Anyhoo. Much has been said and done; Much was seen and celebrated. It’s everywhere, magbubulag bulagan pa ba ako. I know it’s supposed to hurt. (just seeing those photos sus ginoo ko) But much to my surprise, it doesn’t hurt anymore. I can look at those photos and not instantly delete them lol. And that’s not even a coping mechanism lol. I’m not sure if it’s because of my immunity to such things or the likes. Or probably just that feeling of getting used to. I’m telling you, I’m not disappointed - okay slightly lol, but that’s just the baldik in me. But don’t get me wrong, I feel okay about it - happy even. Does this mean I am finally at a place where the cycle is about to end and the end didn’t fit right but suited to be okay. I don’t know what to feel anymore. lol. 😁 I am just talking about two people by the way whom I haven’t met yet. I just like them the normal amount. lol They both look so happy, like nothing could go wrong. :p - with their respective pre-marital other halfs - I’m not even gonna compare how Tatang and ate B are when the other one is just a breath away in their okay days. Oops. (You can see I’m silently grinning with that little ‘pre’fix by the way lol) and from there, we could tell the the possibilities are infinite. 😊

Above was the predictable and conventional reality part. I just had to insert this - blog ko to eh. Walang personalan, because I don’t think their paths even crossed that night. It’s just that I’m dying to ask what was he even doing there. Oh yeah, about that, he was there to celebrate. Wait, what? Because it still doesn’t make any sense. He’s celebrating with him? Wait, really? -more questions up ahead. What do you think did he do when the night was over? Was he really okay with it? Did he even stay? Was he completely aware of her presence? I mean because it’s clearly hard not to see her. Flashing her big smile and all. And was she well aware too, that someone in the close distance was probably glancing at her. I mean the venue couldn’t be that big not to notice anyone pacing around in an hour or so. Not to mention the fact that they shared a 3 movies prior to that and a supposed friendship. A friendship with no tensions in between because after all, they are happy with other people. Kumusta ka ‘Tang? Go across the vow you wrote, start from there. Weh. Bear with me on this one because I clearly miss stressing about them lol. But maybe that’s the thing, the things we don’t know make us who we are. We’re here for the looongest run. Loving them in ways we only know how. Ah nevermind me. And yeah, they’re forever my happy pill.☺️ And wouldn’t it be great if we actually have our fourth installment? Wouldn’t that be the craziest thing ever? I think that would make everyone happy and not at all perplexed.😁

Above all else, (insert picture above) I do know one thing, a heart doesn’t forget something like that, ever. It will remember and easily yearn for more in the softest of honest words and warmest of touch.😍

This entry is dated page 454 of forever (which is temporarily placed on hold)

Bed is calling. Gute nacht! - O

AshLloyd: Toyota They Go, Wigo too! 
Well, if it isn’t the perfect time of the year! How we are never truly prepared when something like this happens, at the least of our expectations. Without warning, magic appears. 
They are the new endorsers of Toyota’s new car, Wigo! 

(c)krizzzza 
And on that one night in Cebu, in a fraction of time, this happened.



In reality, he is happy happy man. I’ve seen the love diaries on instagram she keeps on posting. And no it doesn’t hurt because he truly seems happy. She on the otherhand is a happy woman, at least that’s what the sources, the press and the fans are saying. (Though weirdly enough, she keeps on denying it.) Bottom line, I believe they are genuinely happy with their respective lives. What we have are moments like these that last for a couple of hours. And that is more than enough. Though I just secretly tell myself sometimes, I think they could be happier. Like together. Weh. Like she’s the Emily to Ross and he’s the Tag to Rachel. Thinking that Tatang could eventually be the one wearing the red sweater.    
Ah nevermind that. I don’t bleed for them, I don’t meddle with them, but I ship my ship. Deal with it. 

 This is my post Valentine musings. And oh, it just dawned on me that around this time a year ago, they shot this. Ahhh the glory days! We still have the ashes left, or embers. Sensitive enough to make a wild fire with the littlest of spark. Weh. Looks like fate’s working huh?! 💕


This is them after a year…


Keep calm and travel on.💕❤️

And oh, she had a mall show last weekend. I’m not saying anything, I think I’ll let the playlist speak for itself. Weh. Avsl, Right here waiting, Never gonna let you go, Ikot ikot. 

; I do not own any of the pictures above, they’re credited as tagged or watermarked. Thank you Toyota! Great taste in choosing your endorsers! Thank you picture takers. 
And oh, we love you song bird! 
This entry is dated page 416 of forever. And having said all those things, I thnk I want to buy one. Tats, pautang. Lol. 

Xoxo. - O

AshLloyd: Toyota They Go, Wigo too! 

Well, if it isn’t the perfect time of the year! How we are never truly prepared when something like this happens, at the least of our expectations. Without warning, magic appears. 

They are the new endorsers of Toyota’s new car, Wigo! 

(c)krizzzza 

And on that one night in Cebu, in a fraction of time, this happened.

In reality, he is happy happy man. I’ve seen the love diaries on instagram she keeps on posting. And no it doesn’t hurt because he truly seems happy. She on the otherhand is a happy woman, at least that’s what the sources, the press and the fans are saying. (Though weirdly enough, she keeps on denying it.) Bottom line, I believe they are genuinely happy with their respective lives. What we have are moments like these that last for a couple of hours. And that is more than enough. Though I just secretly tell myself sometimes, I think they could be happier. Like together. Weh. Like she’s the Emily to Ross and he’s the Tag to Rachel. Thinking that Tatang could eventually be the one wearing the red sweater.    

Ah nevermind that. I don’t bleed for them, I don’t meddle with them, but I ship my ship. Deal with it. 

This is my post Valentine musings. And oh, it just dawned on me that around this time a year ago, they shot this. Ahhh the glory days! We still have the ashes left, or embers. Sensitive enough to make a wild fire with the littlest of spark. Weh. Looks like fate’s working huh?! 💕

This is them after a year…

Keep calm and travel on.

💕❤️

And oh, she had a mall show last weekend. I’m not saying anything, I think I’ll let the playlist speak for itself. Weh. Avsl, Right here waiting, Never gonna let you go, Ikot ikot. 

I do not own any of the pictures above, they’re credited as tagged or watermarked. Thank you Toyota! Great taste in choosing your endorsers! Thank you picture takers. 

And oh, we love you song bird! 

This entry is dated page 416 of forever. And having said all those things, I thnk I want to buy one. Tats, pautang. Lol.

Xoxo. - O